Journey Back to Love
A powerful tale of resilience, this book follows one woman’s path through trauma, addiction, and cancer as she ultimately discovers the profound love and connection within herself.
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What recovery looks like today Tick, tock, tick, tock—4-year-old eyes squeeze shut to block out the world, salt from tiny tears crusty on chapped cheeks. Then there was the silence, almost as frightening as the fighting. Tick, tock, tick, tock—17-year-old eyes squeezing shut, holding my breath, hoping they can't see me awake, looking for some way to escape the nightmare. Tick, tock, tick, tock—34-year-old eyes squeeze shut, tears soaking the sheets, scared that the world will see how you’re not brave enough to fight death and that you’re terrified of cancer growing in your belly. Tick, tock, tick, tock — 40-year-old eyes squeeze shut, trying to block out the reality of a life full of addiction. I hold my breath and pray for the death I had escaped years ago. Tick, tock, tick, tock—eyes squeezed shut, hands touching my heart, and I breathe. The room silently sprinkles sunshine on my face. And although the world has become crazy, I thank the universe that I am blessed with another day free from trauma, addiction, and pain. This is what recovery looks like today. Today, my affirmation is to embrace life even on the dark days. Today, I challenge you to open your eyes and embrace the life you have because no matter how dark life becomes there will always be another day that’s worth living.
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About the Book
Journey Back to Love” is a powerful daily devotional that chronicles one woman’s arduous path through addiction, trauma, and cancer. This compelling book offers readers an intimate look into the author’s life, detailing her struggles and triumphs as she navigates the tumultuous waters of recovery and healing. Each day’s entry provides a raw and honest account of the author’s experiences, highlighting both the devastating lows and inspiring highs of her journey. The book doesn’t shy away from the harsh realities of addiction and trauma, instead facing them head-on with courage and vulnerability. What sets this devotional apart is its interactive nature. Readers are encouraged to reflect on their own lives, identifying areas where they can make small but significant changes to overcome their challenges. Whether battling addiction, processing trauma, or facing other life obstacles, the book offers practical insights and strategies for personal growth. Through the author’s perseverance and unwavering determination to reconnect with her own heart, readers are inspired to embark on their own journey of self-discovery and healing. “Journey Back to Love” serves as a beacon of hope, reminding us that no matter how dark the path might seem, there is always a way back to self-love and inner peace.
About the Author
Lisa Magisi’s life journey is a powerful testament to human resilience and the extraordinary capacity for healing. Growing up in a small town in central British Columbia, Canada, Lisa’s life was overshadowed by family addiction and profound trauma. At a young age, she experienced sexual assault that changed her life’s trajectory. Lacking family support, Lisa spiraled into her own addiction and entered a series of deeply abusive relationships, each experience compounding her earlier wounds. By 34, she had lost most of her family to addiction and disease and was confronting a life-threatening cancer diagnosis. Her lowest point came at 46, after multiple suicide attempts, when she was forced to make a critical choice between surrendering to her pain or choosing life. This moment became her turning point-a profound decision to embark on a journey of healing, self-discovery, and recovery. Through immense courage and determination, Lisa transformed her traumatic past into a source of strength and purpose. Now living a quiet, intentional life, Lisa dedicates herself to helping others overcome addiction and trauma, using her own experiences as a beacon of hope and healing for those still struggling to find their path to recovery.