Turning The Pages

Over time, different lifetimes came to my awareness under various circumstances: sometimes in meditation or during the regression session. Other times a sensory image or a vision came to me while visiting a random place. I believed that what I saw in my mind or knew on the gut level was real because I felt them physically, emotionally, and mentally. I was always intrigued by unusual, mystical, not logically explainable things, and I wanted to learn about them as much as possible. I remembered in the 90s watching the daily show "The Other Side" and my state of shock when I heard for the first time the words, "We are not Humans having Spiritual experience; We Are Spirits having Human Experience." I felt unexplainable excitement and the recognition that it was true. I am Spirit having a human experience. That statement was revolutionary and immediately shifted my perception, instantly placing me on the journey of learning about myself, where I came from, and my purpose. After that awareness, I wanted to immerse myself in spiritual studies, and this desire led me to USM (the University of Santa Monica), the Master's Program in Spiritual Psychology. The school's curriculum was just what I desired to learn, and I knew without a doubt that I was "guided" there by my Intuition. The studies at USM prompted spiritual growth, expanded my conscious awareness and spiritual awakening, bringing forward many forgotten memories. One of the memories was that dream about the book with the pages stuck together. Oh, those pages! Like a mysterious whisper, they were calling on me, luring me to search for clues. I thought of the images I remembered and the pictures I did not remember, but of course, most of all, I thought about those stuck-together pages and the meaning behind them. Thinking about past lives made me wonder about graves, the graves where "my" bodies were laid to rest. And I thought of how intriguing it would be to find graves of my past lives, see the headstones and find out who I was. I envision that the process of writing this book will be like visiting those gravesites. Still, it will be more therapeutic, healing, and transformational on all four levels of my being. I remembered the feeling when this idea came to me. It felt like an old, murky window inside of me was suddenly opened wide, and fresh air entered my Soul, letting the stale energy out. Even more, the sense of freedom came over me, and I felt a great deal of enthusiasm. The incredible opportunity to learn about myself, peek into the mystery of my past existences, and find out what might have happened to my Soul over many lives was very thrilling and inspiring. I wanted to find answers to my questions about myself, my certain behaviors and triggers, relationships, likes and dislikes, life choices, and so many other things. I was ready to step into unknown territory and let the healing of awakening begin.