The Archangel Michael Experiment
Introduction
I have heard that when you are asking to transform your life, there is a good chance all hell will break loose first. That is exactly what seems to have happened now that I am seeing all of the ways my life isn’t working anymore.
My partnership has become a point of contention (to say the least), finances are as up and down as a carnival ride, and frankly I know I could and should be a whole lot happier. I know about the law of attraction and that we create our own reality, I get that. But knowing it in theory and actually putting into practice by living it is another story.
So I came to the conclusion I am in need of a little divine intervention to bridge that gap. I have been meditating daily for the last couple of months to regain some balance and I think there is a connection between that and coming up with this plan. Which leads me to Archangel Michael……..
I have a history with Michael that began years ago during a particularly challenging time in my life. I have always been very sensitive and didn’t really know much about energy, much less how it affected me. It felt like I was vulnerable to any negativity that came into my vicinity. It even got to the point that I experienced more and more anxiety as well as frequent nightmares.
That is about the time I knew I needed some kind of understanding and help. It came for me one day when I decided to go to this little religious shop and ask what helped with fears and protection. I was told Archangel Michael. I purchased an Archangel Michael medallion and when I got to my car, as I put it around my neck I was instantly filled with tingling sensations and goose bumps throughout my body. I felt an ease come over me as if things were going to get better, and they did.
Through the years since then, I have asked for Michael’s help countless times when things got tough and help has come through in one way or another every time. So who better than Michael to help me out now? I have this whole idea come to me as sort of an experimental co-creative journey that would be beyond anything I have ever experienced, and be exactly what I need.
I decide to ask Michael to spend 30 days with me to guide me through what I need to know and understand to turn my life around. I get an incredibly good feeling come over me and I know I am about to set out on a potentially life changing adventure.
Day 2 March 14, 2011
It is early morning on this second day and I am already feeling better and more optimistic than I have in a while. I feel Michael’s presence in a different way than before. It feels like coming together in a partnership with a plan that has already been formulated on my behalf and ready to be executed. Even so, I decide to write down what feels most important to me at the moment (my partnership issue) as my way of getting the ball rolling, since I am in uncharted territory here. That is the beauty of this; it makes for a great exercise in trust, possibility and adventure.
I am also hoping to enhance and expand my ability to interact with the non-physical. It is not only of great benefit to us, but our natural birth right. To tell you the truth, I would love to milk this for all it’s worth!
It is later in the day and a clear understanding has come to me regarding my partnership. I am seeing that my struggling and trying too hard, focusing so much attention on trying to fix it, has only kept me feeling frustrated and powerless.
I have been making it too much about him. I have been putting so much thought into all of the ways he could or should be doing things so I will feel better. It is like I am being given an aerial view of myself going through hoops and running in circles trying to do the impossible, which frankly is just wearing me out.
Then like lights coming on in a stadium, my moment of clarity…. “nobody is a big player in my life except me”. As a matter of fact, I am the only player that really counts. Oh boy, that would mean somehow I have come to believe that somebody else is responsible for and holds the power over how I feel. Well it’s no wonder all of this has made me feel powerless, now I clearly see that is simply not true. What a friggin relief! It literally feels like a burden has been lifted with that simple yet powerful perspective from Michael……oh happy day!