What was God Thinking?!

December 26

God, what should I do with the new year?

First of all…start by taking out the “should.” There is no “should.”

I am surprised by how quickly I discern a response. And I’m sensing that I’m not going to get away with any unclear words. So let me start over. God, what shall I do with this new year?

Nice try, Sandy, but you're still in the “doing” mindset.

But I need to do something with this upcoming year. How could I just do “nothing”? Isn’t that why we set all those New Year’s resolutions that never really get met—to feel like we’re going to do something different with the next year?

And do they work?

For me, no, but at least I pacify that part of me that feels guilty for not setting a goal. You've done so much. You've accomplished much. How about resting…just for a little bit? I'm tired just watching you.

Note to self: I like God's sense of humor.

How about this—try "being" this year.

Being what?

Being nothing more than who you already are.

Who I already am? Who am I? I feel like I’m playing a game of twenty questions. Who am I? Am I bigger than a breadbox? (Actually, the way I’ve been eating lately, I can already answer that one!)

Note to Self: I like Sandy's sense of humor; she amuses herself well.

I'm sorry, God. I'll be serious.

No, please don't be. You've already done that well enough.

So, who shall I be? I’m already a mom, a daughter, a sister, a friend, an author, a Spirit medium…who do you want me to be?

You.

I feel like I’m in the “Who’s On First” scenario! You win, but I have no idea where this is going.

That's a good sign—to not know where something is going. But that is where many people let fear come in. So many of you hold onto the energy of "I need to know what's going to happen"...with relationships, with finances, with careers. You take the fun out of it. It's all a game, and the only rules are the ones you believe in. But many of you believe in fear-based rules: if you don't do this, you won't be able to pass go and collect your $200. Stop playing monopoly. Lighten up. End this game of “man-opoly”—this game of trying to capture and gain and compete for who has more, who is more. Stop the nonsense. You're making it all up, and it's not why you're here.

So why are we here?

Are you sure you want to know?

Um....yes.

You are here to be...me.

To be you?

Yes, to be me.

I thought you just said you wanted me to be me. Now you’re saying you want me to be you. I’m confused.

Because I am you, you are me, and we are one.

Oh, God, people aren’t going to accept this. I can hear them now. Who do you think you are, to say that we are here to be God?

So, let them know that ME stands for Master Emerging. If they can't accept that they are here to be God in physical form, let them know that there is a master within them that wants to emerge. You have been aware of this for quite some time, little one, but your resistance and doubt overshadows it at times. You know this in your heart, and it will resonate with the hearts of those who can hear. Those that cannot may call you a heretic, a blasphemer, a false prophet. Those are not my words. Those are from fear…the place that holds no light. Ask them if their fearful way of being has worked for them. How is it bringing in more light, more love to the world? How is it bringing healing to the many hearts (starting with their own) that are calling out for love? Fear cannot do that. Love/God can. Only love is real. The rest is of the imagination, or image-in-nation. Your nations hold images of war, and that is what they experience. Your nations hold images of lack, and that is what they experience. Perhaps more will be ready to hold images of peace and love, but I tell you this: it must start within their hearts first. It begins with the one heart. One heart...one mind...

What? The individual heart, the individual mind?

You could say that, but it is more the one heart...one mind...of God. You all are created of it...share it still...but many have separated themselves from it. It is time to come home, to be conscious of it. Bring awareness to the one heart—one mind of God—where all things are possible, where fear does not exist.

I have to laugh because I really sat down at my laptop this morning to compose a New Year’s letter to friends and family...and I didn't expect you to show up! I don't mean any disrespect by that. It just surprised me, that's all!

And I was here this morning, and I didn't expect you to show up. I am not disrespecting you either, Sandy. It surprised me because you so often try to do this work all by yourself. I'm here for you always. I was contemplating composing a letter to my friends and family (every human on the planet) and you showed up—ready and willing to be guided.

But you're God. How could you be surprised? Don't you know everything? Don't you know when we're hurting...or confused? I had a client recently who shared the stories of all the painful challenges in her life. She said to me, "What was God thinking?!" So, may I ask? What are you thinking?

Very simply...love. Always. In all ways.

So, for us to be more like you, we will need to think about love more?

Yes…or rather, think from love more.

OOH, that may be so difficult, God. Such hurt exists in people's hearts here.

And that is how they are creating their lives—from hurt, from pain. It doesn't need to be that way, and you will be my messenger. You are one of many who are willing to get the word out. Be my voice here, Sandy.

I can already feel fear in my gut.