Experiences Never Stop

Alex questioned, “You saw, what?” I continued, “Yes, it was her.” I described everything that had happened to Alex. I explained, “She wants to tell you she is sorry for all the horrible things she has done. How terrible she feels about all of them. She screamed holding her knees to her chest crying feeling the pain she has caused you. She wants you to forgive her.” Shocked when I woke. I laid in bed for over an hour thinking about what I dreamed. It was vivid. I heard music, “Night Fever” by Bee Gees. They played the song at the roller rink when you skated in the 80s. My guide Ilene played this tune. I had the nag to call Alex. I asked, “Was it her?” Ilene confirmed, “Yes, she wants to say she is sorry for all the things she has done.” I thought, “Wow, will this help her in heaven? Will it help Alex and Tracy if they forgive her? What did she do? I saw a great deal of pain she was feeling. I heard her screaming. I watched her, feeling her anguish. I decided I would call Alex and tell him for her. I don’t think Alex would believe it was her. But I have the nag. I need to call, or the nag would not go away.” Later, I called Alex and told him everything. He listened. I explained while sweating, “I am just the messenger. This was her message.” Alex did not know how to respond. He was gracious in receiving the message. I hoped it helped them all. It was not up to me, and none of my business. I gave the message and felt great afterward. I did my part. This was what my gift is for. I could not worry what people thought about me. I did not care what they thought. I knew the visit was real. September 3, 2019 I drove to the salon after our break from the Labor Day weekend. I heard a new song and searched Google for the lyrics on the phone. While I sat in traffic, I found the lyrics on Google. I heard the chorus. The song I heard was, “All My Life,” by K-Ci & Jo. I searched the song on YouTube, hit play. I listened to the words and cried on the way to work. It touched my heart. The song meant God had answered my prayers a long time ago. He sent my husband to me. I had prayed for God to send someone to me that would respect me, love me unconditionally, cherish me, and support me in all I did. I had prayed for this often years ago. That was what God did. He sent my husband to me and that was what made me cry. I realized it all in that moment. Ilene played the song for me to hear. She reminded me God answered my prayers and how blessed I was. I had asked during my prayers, what I needed to do to strengthen my marriage. The song showed me these were the things I needed to remember. How much we loved each other, desired each other’s love. How much I wanted him in my life. He was a blessing and loves me unconditionally. He accepted me for who I was. Ilene knew me so well, more than I knew myself. I felt grateful to have her as a guide. I whispered, “I love you, Ilene. She whispered, “I love you, too, Rebecca.” This made me sob all over again. I felt the love from her and felt the love of my husband. God’s love is remarkable.