Abyss to Bliss

Eventually I made the conscious decision to ignore any medical advice whatsoever and to totally tune into myself for answers about how to get well. I also began to understand how much the medical field perpetuates fear in people, fear that if you don’t do as they say, you will die. Fear that your condition is progressive and fatal. Fear that there is nothing that can be done for you. Fear on and on. One very sad thing is that, as a whole, allopathic or conventional medicine in the west ignores the spirit, spiritual causes of symptoms, and as well as spiritual help that can be accessed from this realm. No longer would I be at the mercy of anyone else, health professional or not. I took the reins of my own life, accepting that if I subsequently failed, I would have no one to blame or look to but spirit and myself. In essence, I took complete responsibility for my own health and wellbeing, and for invoking help of the spiritual realms. This was hands-down the best decision I made in my healing process and it was somewhat stunning how rapidly I started to improve. I literally felt I had run out of choices and was pushed into this by default. Little did I understand then that my spirit connection would never steer me wrong, so long as I took the time to tune into the information I received, rather than what my head intellectually and logically assumed or thought was correct for me, like the doctors had been doing. From that point on, I never again listened to the fear based tactics that health care professionals continue to unwittingly dispense. I am completely turned off by fear, for fear strips us of our true freedom in life. When I finally made the very conscious effort to eliminate fear, and to dismiss all the what ifs that might or might not happen take place in future, I could then begin to hear my own inner voice speaking loudly and clearly. Yes, dropping the fear is what set me free, and made a place for me to step into my own power, to stop being anyone’s victim, and to finally hear that tiny voice inside which has only grown clearer and more consistently validated ever since.