The Story of my Soul

‘Then an awesome healing happens between the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine within me. My Guide says, ‘Can I release you from disrespect of men?’ I hear downloads, ‘I honour the Divine feminine.’ ‘I love the Divine Feminine.’ ‘I love God.’ ‘Would you like Creators understanding of a healthy relationship?’ ‘Would you like to release the men from battling with other men?’ ‘Would you like to release the women from battling with other women?’ ‘Can I release the men from violence?’ ‘Can I release the women from violence?’ ‘Can I release the feminine and masculine from the War in the Galaxy?’ ‘Can I release women from abandonment by women, and men from abandonment from men?’ ‘Can I release the women from the lies of men, and the men from the lies of women?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Can I release women from the wiles of men, and the men from the wiles of women?’ ‘Can I release women from men’s sexual fantasies?’ ‘Can I release men from women’s sexual fantasies.’ ‘I am impervious to men’s distorted sexuality.’ ‘Would you like a healing on the fight between men and women?’ ‘Would you like to know that the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine can come together in harmonious relationship, that it is possible?’ ‘Can I release the women and men from being controlled by the other, from spying on the other, (resulting in torture )from trying to impress the other, from women’s vanity, from men’s conceit?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Thank you.’ ‘Can I release women and men from abandoning themselves for the sake of the other?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Would you like to know you can put yourself first while loving your soulmate?’ ‘Can I release the need to control the opposite sex?’ ‘I am happy to be a woman.’ (Into the Inner Feminine if the client is a man ) ‘Can I balance your feminine and masculine in your 3rd eye?’ My crown chakra opens up to God, and a clear voice says, ‘Now you no longer think you are an incarnation of Jesus Christ.’ I have never met a man who I was attracted to that didn’t abuse me, or that I did not offend, but I can tell you that Matt is attractive and good to me, and I love him, and when I tell Jeremiah about that, he smiles. I may not feel attractive any longer, although Matt thinks I am, but I know he is the one for me right now, and he will be healed, I have seen it for him. For me the schizophrenia and psychosis are healing, and we are happy. I hear my blood that was a slow sticky trickle at last running fast and free, and my heart is beating slow and true. I know I can wait for these last things to heal. We have time. My feminine and masculine have ceased to fight, and I am at peace, and you can prevent wars in healing in this way. I have learned gentleness. I have learned kindness. ‘Can I release you from loving abusive men?’ ‘Can I release you from learning from unhealthy relationships ever again?’ ‘Can I release women from taking other peoples’ power, and release the men from taking other people’s power, and heal your power centre?’ I witness the ‘first incarnation life’ lady and she says, ‘I‘m going with the kind guy!’ And she turns away from the dark path of horrors, and into the Light with the kind loving man. The healing continues. I find the beliefs, ‘I have to kill men because they kill women,’ and ‘I have to kill women because they kill men,’ in my co-created Soul. I ask to transform these and transform them down the timeline. Of course your wife, that woman, dear reader, may have been your enemy in a past life and tortured you, and that man your husband, may have been your Mother in a past life and you may have been abandoned, or the Mother killed you because of star rage, (PTSD ) in a fit of madness, which is why you are co-dependent, and that is why you are angry with your husband. Creator’s definition of a co-dependent relationship is, ‘Two people who meet each other’s needs for a certain period of time.’ You may have been tortured for doing something wrong or for something beyond your control so you feel powerless in relationship. Nevertheless, it is all part of our Divine Plan to go through terrible things that seem to be nothing to do with God, but only to do with us humans on Earth, and our humanoid star people, but it is all our own doing with God, and we cannot escape it, so we can surrender to God and bring in the virtue of Acceptance.’