INTRODUCTION
Let us consider what is possible
At the time of Jack’s transition (March 30, 2007), I had absolutely no idea that he and I would be continuing our life together on a daily basis with stimulating conversations and purposeful direction. Like most people, I had no idea that this was possible. Now, however, I know that it is. There is a “message” he and I have to share with the world (not a new message), but our avenue of expression is new. Life is eternal, and there is no “death” – as most on Earth choose to reference this change of dimension.
CHAPTER 2 – My heart is still broken
APRIL 2008
Me: My heart is broken in so many pieces, some days I feel all I do is drag these broken pieces around, trying to keep them in one piece. Not easy. And then I have the beautiful memories of all we did, all we overcame, all the places we saw and the things we accomplished “together”. I feel blessed that I have few regrets because I believe we did it all, we saw it all, we traveled the world to the places that ‘called us’. I just wanted more of you – more of the same – just more.
I know it all, I know of life’s process but I miss your physical form. In the middle of my remaining goodness of times, I MISS YOU. I love you just the way you were, such a comfort.
Jack: Sweetheart, I have memories too of when you left me in other lives, and I understand. Yes, baby, I understand, I really do. I did not always leave first and I was not always male – the guy, the man – at times, you were. Our relationship has always been fair. Your seeming loss and my seeming loss is no loss, because we always have been together. We are never apart, only in our minds. I am in you and you are in me as it is with God. We are all ONE. I understand your feelings, I have feelings in my memory too, but yours are human feelings, mine are spiritual. I can remember and I can sympathize, but I now know they, ‘your’ feelings, are not real. For you they are, but now I see them from a different perspective and KNOW the truth of who we are to each other, and to God. Sweetie, allow them to pass into nothingness where they belong and remember and feel only the love of who we are. We are one with the love and the joy of God. Remember only this joy and there I will be – with you.
Me: With me!
Jack: Yes, Sweetie, with you always. I am always with you.
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JUNE 2008 - Second book
June 21, 2008, my birthday, I gave myself a gift of an astrological reading. Through angels came a special message for me, to continue writing – “There is a second book”, they said! While that seemed somewhat absurd since the first one had not gone anywhere as yet, I did have friends who had said about Listen, I’m Still Here that they were sorry when it ended, and they wanted more. I had continued documenting my conversations with Jack for my comfort, fun, inspiration and direction. If I was calm and in tune with his higher vibration, I always received response from him and so I most certainly had material (from our continuing conversations). Some if it was personal, rambling and emotional -- because that was how I was making my way through this fear-filled jungle of life on earth -- endeavoring to surrender to the Will of God. 'The light' at the end of the tunnel did seem to be getting brighter and so I was pressing on. The more I gave thought to this, the more clearly the possibility of a second book came to mind.
From the “other side”, Jack tells me that he “wants to live”. Yes, from this new realm of existence he tells me this, and I have to presume he means through me. I will do anything for him, who did everything for me. So with much love, Jack, here we go yet again. This second book writing begins August 19, 2009, the 2nd year anniversary of my first conversation with my ‘hero’, in his new realm. My astrological chart confirms the ability for me to communicate with my soulmate, wherever he may be. This is part of God’s plan for Jack’s and my eternal journey, together. Just KNOWING our departed loved ones HAVE MEMORY TOO, was inspiration enough for me to begin this, our second book.
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CHAPTER 7 - MY CHATTER WITH ARCHANGELS (2010)
(For 5 Days)
MAY 2010
Let us be open to receive.
Life can bring many surprises if we open ourselves to receive them – totally unexpected opportunities for experiences beyond explanation! Such was the case for me in mid-May 2010, when I was asked by a dear friend if I would like to experience a visit from five Archangels, for five days. Wow! You can bet my answer was YES. There was a required preparation for the arrival of such honored guests. Simple, yet profound in its simplicity. I did it all. I followed the agenda and I prepared to honor my guests. I wrote an outline of my questions – dozens of questions! I made sure Jack was going to be there, and of course his answer was ‘yes’, also. Since Jack is always with me, I could not have kept this visit a secret. I have no secrets from Jack, anymore, for sure!
The night of their arrival was scheduled for Monday, May 31, 2010 (at 10:30 P.M.). At 10:15 P.M. that first night, I had a short conversation with Jack.
Me: I sure hope you are here because my heart is beating fast.
Jack: Of course I am here! I am as excited as you are – for you.
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Me: OK. Now, about Listen and its message. How do I go about getting the information to the people that our transitioned loved ones are still here with us – because I KNOW, I SEE, I TALK to Jack and he responds? I am not that unique.
GABRIEL: Don’t doubt yourself. You are a chosen one.
Me: Jack’s and my continuing communication – will it ever have meaning to the world?
GABRIEL: Yes, absolutely yes.
Me: How, because most people think of death as an ‘ending’, and of course, I know that is not true.
GABRIEL: Many people know that also, but not on the level of understanding and experience you are having through Jack. Your love is a special love, there is no question about that. Your faithfulness to him and his faithfulness to you is to be honored. A unique relationship for sure. Don’t be sad, be glad.
Me: I am, but it still makes me cry.
GABRIEL: Happy tears only, please.
Me: OK
GABRIEL: That is all Jack wants from you. He becomes quite distressed when you are sad. It actually hurts him, so perhaps that will help you to not behave this way.
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I BELIEVE THIS BOOK IS TO TEACH ‘WHAT IS POSSIBLE’.
People need to learn:
In the world of technology, anything seems possible –
IN THE SPIRITUAL WORLD, ANYTHING ‘IS’ POSSIBLE.
Others can do what Jack and I do
if they choose to tune in on the love vibration and ‘listen’.
It certainly is possible if they want to, and believe they can.
It is simply a matter of choice. God bless your choices.